"It's not a hurry that we're in, it's the pollen it's the Spring."

Ok...

I went over to the condo today and cleaned for 2 hours. 3 bags of trash and an almost cleared kitchen later; I may just be able to start wiping things down. I had to leave after the sweat and dust got to me. I'm going back tonight though.

After I got home a friend who will remain nameless came over. This friend is having a huge multi day party...ok actually...its more of a collection of private parties that involve sex, pot, drinking and lots of bondage. It's true, I've seen the welts on the said friends body. I tip my hat to this friend for living things up yet I cannot help but worry. I just hope they are all safe. I get to play 'guard and protector'. I made the friend promise to post my number visible in the house incase anything happens. I am also on call in case this friend wants me there incase this friend things they may have drunk too much. I've been invited to come over one of the nights where there isn't a private party and get plastered. I think I'll most likely go only if he promises that the house does not reak of pot etc. I hate pot, I don't want to be around the second hand smoke or the smell. I don't ever want it in my hair. Just incase I will ever need a hair folical drug test. This friend is cool though I know they would do that for me. As far as the drinking is concerned I don't know if I really want to get plastered or not. If I drink at all I'll sleep over so that no driving is involved. I've done that before but only had a beer. It was just fun to watch cartoon net work and play video games all night. The said friend is also very respectful of me so I don't have to worry about anything which is nice.

Yet, if anyone seems to be too drunk I will call 911. The friends parents and anyone else nessesary. I don't care if they are underaged etc. Death, or criminal record? hmm which is worse? ya know? So this is where I am worried. My friend would normally keep others from drinking to much, yet if this friend drinks too much then that control won't be there and I worry about the others who will be there for those private parties. They do not seem the type that have as much common sense.

So bleh, I'm both excited for my friend and worried for my friend. It'll be an interesting week for sure. I just hope everyone ends up ok. I also hope I won't be getting any late night phone calls cuz someone is too drunk to drive home. Sure, I don't mind and would rather drive ppl then they drive themselves but if i get stopped and someone underage is in the car....blehness. Or if they are too drunk to tell me where they live....

This friend of mine owes me if it comes to that. BIG TIME.

Disclaimer: I do not re-read nor edit journal entries. I just go and let all my mistakes, which are many, hang out.